Details regarding our call to Ethiopia from my husband, Jim.
Picture yourself standing in a grassy field looking at the
back end of a cow. In the air you smell the faint aroma of barbecue as you
watch this curious sight: a cow leaning so hard over a fence to get a bite of
the grass just beyond reach, that the electrified wires at the top of said fence
actually begin cooking her flesh. As you step back, you notice that there is
far more luscious grass right at her feet. This is a sight I have seen- and a
reality I have lived.
I was that cow.
For so many years I wrestled with looking over the fence and
wanting a taste of the grass on the other acre that I now wrestle every time an
opportunity comes into my path. “Is this
my nature, or is this God?” For years now I have wanted to move my family
to the place my heart calls home, but because I could never be sure it was what
God wanted more than my affinity for wanting something on the “other side,” I
waited.
A few weeks back my family came from all over the east coast
to gather for a week of fun, hanging out, and rest. As a part of that week, we
threw a huge “Ethiopian Party”—the works, Doro Wat, Tesga Wat, Dinich Wat,
Injera, Timatim, and all the other sides. I remember everyone eating, laughing
and reminiscing about their times enjoying the ET culture. Then, everyone left,
all was cleaned up, left overs in the fridge and I sat at the table nursing my
cane sugar Coke (a must for an Ethiopian feast). My head was hung- there it is
again… the Ethio-depression. My mom was the only one left in the kitchen and
she walked over and asked what was wrong… I told her I could not explain it. I
could not form the words to explain how I was synthetically home for a few
hours, and now have to grapple with being teleported back to the place where I
fit so well before, but no longer fit at all. How when I ticked past thirty,
all I wanted and want for my life is to matter for the King, and how I didn't—not
here, not like this. Honestly, I can’t anymore—it is literally not in me, maybe
one day it will return, but right now, I just don’t have it.
Fast forward a week in which God began to show His plan.
Like a soft, “Are you ready?” My
friend was in the closing weeks before beginning his life with his bride in
Ethiopia. He told me how everything was going, I asked about a bunch of things—and
then he dropped the bomb on me: I am
closing the Guest House. I asked a bunch of questions, and in the end he
said, If you want it, you can have it.
Instantly I was faced with the question, “Is this Him, or is this me leaning over the
fence?”
So, we stopped. We put down all of our devices, all the
screens, all the distractions… and we fasted and prayed. We begged, yelled,
cried, and asked for clear direction.
And it came - Ethiopia.
So how do we proceed?
At this point there is still a plethora of details floating
in space and a million things could change, but this is where we are right now.
We will be working toward a Business as Missions model. This means that the long term goal
would be that the Guest Home would provide for all of our financial needs. We
think that it will take at least two years to get to that place. The Guest Home
has been put together and legalized, furnished, etc. However, it still needs
management, marketing, etc. That is where we will come in. This home has hosted
very few guests, and still needs some improvements. We may even change homes prior
to our management of it. Because there is a transition taking place, we are
unsure how much turnover there may be. You can pray with us that we are wise in
the avenues we utilize to market and manage. Not only will we be hoping for
provision from it, but there are many Ethiopian families relying on its success
as well.
In the time before the Guest Home is completely viable, we
will need to raise support to live. Right now we think those numbers look as
follows: $35,000 of upfront money that we are hoping to raise from individuals,
churches, and businesses (We have already raised $5,000 of this). And then we
are hoping to raise about $15,000 annually, with a two year commitment from
churches, individuals, and/or businesses. So, in total that would be $65,000
for two years. These numbers are subject to change as we are doing a bunch of
research right now, and may look huge or tiny, depending on your background in
missions, etc. These numbers are frankly quite small for two years on the
field. Essentially, most missionaries to Ethiopia are raising at least this
much money annually and it does not have the ability to multiply. Because we
are doing Business as Missions, we can raise fewer funds (anticipating that the
Guest House will at least support in part toward next year and in full by the
end of the two years.) In addition, we are hoping to partner with an already
existing ministry that has taken care of its own funding, so we will not have
the burden of raising additional funds for ministry expenses. Please pray with
us that God connects us with some individuals, churches, and businesses that
see the value in what we are doing and support us as we move forward with this.
That is the survival part. The mission part is this:
Our passion and hearts lie in serving and ministering to the
100,000 children living on the streets of Addis. There is a new ministry
project being launched for these boys and girls. We have spoken with the
founders of Make Your Mark, Trent and Carmen Post, and they are in need of
people who can step in and help. It is our desire to be those people. How this
partnership will look and when we can say we are “on board” with them, etc. is
all up in the air, but right now we are all praying though the possibilities.
Tiffany and I are extremely excited at the possibilities here, as our hearts
are drawn so by the boys who have been put in situations just like our Habi. We
believe that our family is tailor made to help in a ministry just like this. We
have read through the Make Your Mark plan, and believe in what they are trying
to accomplish. It is a God sized, complicated plan… just the kind of thing we
are looking to jump in on! You can read all about their plan here. Please pray
with us that we would have clarity regarding this partnership and that God
would continue to put the details together. It was awesome talking to the Posts
via Skype. For me, the most memorable moment was their relaying the fact that
they have been asking God to find them partners in His way, and how those
prayers coordinated with our sensing His call for us. They will be here fund
raising for the rest of the summer, and if things heat up, we may travel down
to North Carolina to meet them in person and discuss things further. No matter what or how God orchestrates the pieces, we know that he has burdened our hearts for the street kids in Addis, and that is where will we be serving.
That is the mission. Here is the time table:
We are hoping to be standing on Ethiopian soil by the beginning
of January. This means that we have to trust God to do some God-sized things.
We need to complete Habi’s adoption (At this moment we are at a complete stand
still, because we do not have the money to proceed. The next step is to
petition the court for his case, but first we need to pay our lawyer $3,000 for
that to happen. We have already paid $10,000, and we are begging God to provide
for this need as well.) We need to sell all of our possessions – including our
home and vehicle, and we need to raise all the funds in a pretty short window
of time. Please pray with us that we would get those things done so that we can
move forward with this time table. There are some issues that are time
sensitive with the Guest Home, where we will need to be there to get things
going so we can move forward!
In the end, this is a God-sized thing that only He can accomplish.
Pray with us that He continues to light the way as we follow his path. Pray
that we would see His plans and say yes,
and amen to Him every time. Pray that
God would prepare our hearts, donors hearts, our kids hearts, and the hearts of
our extended family as they are forced into seeing their children, sister,
brother, grandchildren, nieces and nephews move across the globe.
Thank you for always taking the journey with us!
Ephesians 3:20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us.
Ephesians 3:20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us.
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