Just being honest.
Battling a lot of fear today. Fear of the unknown.
Just wanting an answer for our lives. Just wanting to know, will we be packing up our home? Will we be moving? Should I just wait to put away the Christmas decor, and do it with the other packing if we do move??
I don't feel like relying on God, on waiting for His time. I want answers, now.
Trying to be strong and positive,
for my husband,
my children,
my friends,
my parents (my mom came crying through the door this morning saying she could not even imagine us moving away {gulp}).
I don't feel like being positive, encouraging, or faithful today. I want to curl up in bed with the covers pulled tightly over my head and cry like a baby.
As worried and anxious as I am, I HATE, HATE, HATE seeing those I love worried or anxious.
I can NOT handle this today.
I can not, not, not.
BUT HE can, He will carry me through today and the next and the next.
"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." I Peter 5:7
Drying my eyes, picking my chin up, and laying this at His feet. Again.
Addis Ababa Time
9 comments:
I am and will continue to pray for you! I love you!!
The website you sent me won't work :-(
Praying for you. I can understand the fears you are having. I pray that God gives you a special peace!
I know that feeling i've had many of those days
Just want to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers today!
Thanks for visiting my blog. I want to spend more time exploring yours but I really need to get off the chair now and fold some laundry. So, I don't know the back story to today's post but praying for calm for you nonetheless.
Continually praying, Tiffany. It's times likes these when God wants us to hand it all over to Him. He will show you the way.
I know how you are feeling. the unknown is not a fun place to be. praying for you!
Thanks for stopping by my blog. Love yours...I'll be back when I have time to read more!
I have days like you described in your post...the waiting is so hard sometimes, the wondering, the seemingly unanswered prayers...yeah, it's hard.
Thanks for your openness. I don't know the whole story because I have read much of your blog but I'm sure HIS plan will prevail through it all.
Blessings.
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