.Oh, What a Week.

I am still here. Although, I did toss around the idea of deleting my blog this past week. My husband promptly righted me regarding this. He told me to think of all of the memories I had written out for my children, and how it would be so sad to lose all of them, etc., etc. How this blog was a ministry, and how it wasn't over yet.

He's right.

I just had a lot going on last week (and sometimes I let myself feel a lot of pressure from this blog)....

my sister had her baby

I was photographing VBS

Scotty came down with a high fever

Cadi came down with a high fever

Small group training

Preparing our home for our home inspection....and my heart

40th birthday party for our pastor

maternity photo shoot

I think I am forgetting something. It was a busy week. However, I was able to stay remarkably calm and was not too stressed. So much so that Jim even remarked on it. This adoption process is changing me in so many ways. I need to write about it soon.

I felt so bad for my sick children this week. Neither of them have ever had antibiotic (they haven't needed it thankfully). I try to use natural remedies when I can. This week I tried something new.


(I have been concentrating really hard on aperture and lighting lately. Still so much to learn.)

I used organic, raw garlic, and cut it up.



I then stirred it into raw honey.

Scotty would have nothing to do with it, but Cadi took a spoonful every hour she was awake, and it really seemed to help. Garlic honey is supposed to work really well on coughs and is said to eliminate a cough within 24 hours if taken every waking hour. It is also supposed to be effective for clearing up ear infections, sore throats, preventing malaria, as well as stopping colds or flus if used at the onset of sniffles. Pretty powerful stuff. Our pantry will now be stocked with this.

In between the crazy we also sneaked in a bit of family time and the rare treat of bagels!



(He likes his cream cheese!)

Besides my God, His Word, and my hubby, the thing that kept me sane this week was this....



My beloved coffee! And if you are wondering yes, we are still selling coffee as a fundraiser. You can go here.

Also in the midst of crazy we were able to set up our baby's crib this week! The rest of the room is not set up, but the crib is. It makes me so happy to walk by it. Remember how I was whining over wanting a crib set for the new babe? Well, a friend from church gave me this adorable and perfect bumper and mobile! Now I am figuring out how to make a quilt or something to match! So exciting! This makes it all seem so much more real.



Jim and I heard that it would be wise to sleep with a blanket from now until we go to meet our baby, so that we can give it to him and he can learn our smell. So this is the blanket we are using.



The first outfit (and only so far!) that we purchased for our boy rests in the crib waiting....


We continue to wait with expectant hearts as well.

Oh, our home inspection!

Were you wondering about that?? {grin}

It went so smoothly! Again, I can not say enough about how wonderful our social worker is. Basically she just walked through our home - in every room. It was so not threatening or invasive, like I perceived it might be. She complemented me over and over on my decorating, and was just completely sweet and sincere. Cadi loved her interview, and I guess it went well! She certainly talked a lot from what I could tell. Jim's interview went well, too. We were able to schedule our final two meetings for this month!! We will have one on the 14th and one on the 17th. One of those meetings will be my individual interview. Things keep moving. Please continue to pray that God would provide the finances. That is the biggest hurdle that we continue to face at this time. We know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God desires to bring this child into our family. I just need to rest in His timing....which is hard.

You will notice that Momentous Monday is not here this week. I think I need a break. I just need to re-prioritize some things, and am working through that right now. I apologize. If someone else feels like hosting Momentous Monday on their blog for a bit, please email me at amomentcherished(at)gmail(dot)com. Speaking of email - I am swamped. Please forgive me if I have not returned an email to you. I need grace in this area right now.

I am praying that this is a calmer week. I really need to finish up our home school room and lesson plans, and I hope this week to do that. I also need to get moving on a small family party for Scotty next week, as he turns two a week from today! {gasp}

Thank you dear friends, for your love, support and encouragement. It means so very much. Thanks for being patient with me as well, as I sort a few things out.

....and now back to our family day! A trip to the library is imminent! {wink}
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.My Secret.

We spilled the beans to our church family today, and I {finally} got permission from Jim to spill the beans here! And I am so excited!

Soon our family will no longer look like this!


Because we are expecting a baby



from Ethiopia!!

God has been orchestrating this journey in a very real and exciting way. I never imagined this journey for our family. I thought adoption was a plan B for families who could not have children. Boy was I wrong, and boy has God changed my heart. One of the ways was using this verse:

Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to care for orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world. James 1:27

Pretty hard words to argue with. And while I understand that God has not called us ALL to adopt, although He most certainly has called US to this ministry, He does require ALL of us to have a part. Shamefully, I never have. Caring for orphans will not stop with this adoption for us either. Our eyes have been opened, and we will do what we can for other families seeking to adopt in the future. Because God commands us to.

We are so excited about this journey, and we have been so excited sharing this with family and friends. We have gotten some incredible reactions that have encouraged us and carried us through times of discouragement. We have also gotten some reactions from both family and friends that have hurt us. But my mom gave me some wise wisdom the other day. She told me that God was calling us to this ministry, and it might take awhile for others to catch up. She is right, and I am praying for all that we love to truly see God's hand in this. I am learning that adoption - our adoption - is so much bigger than us. God is going to weave so many people into our journey to Ethiopia to rescue our child.

So how did this start?

It all started with a blog that I follow of the sister of a friend of ours from PA. The title to her post in early January was "We are expecting!". I got so excited when I saw the title, and quickly clicked into her blog to read. I soon learned that this family was expecting their fourth baby by way of adoption in Ethiopia, as I read her post I felt a stirring in my heart, and my heart actually raced. Some of her words still are embedded in my heart like these:


Christians, of all people, ought not let a recession keep us from taking risks for God. We need to show the world that our paths are not dictated by money. She was quoting a sermon by John Piper.


We discussed the many thousands of dollars it costs to adopt and then we joked, 'Or, we could forget it all and just get a Mustang.' That has become almost a code word for us now. The distinct contrast between pursuing the 'American dream' or risking it all for the glory of God.


I remembering reading and rereading those words. Risking it all for the glory of God. At the time we were in the middle of what I felt like was a HUGE risk. Jim had resigned at camp, and we had no promise of a ministry ahead. Our hearts were very soft during this time, as we waited for His leading. I felt we had risked all we could risk, and actually felt almost proud of us, ashamedly. But something kept nagging me. Jim was home as I read this post, so I called him into the kitchen, and I read the post out loud to him.

Half way down we happened on this video that Joanna was sharing.




We both watched it. Silently. We both were shaking with sobs. I knew that God was convicting me. I remember asking Jim "Have you ever considered adoption?" He said "no". I had not either. The thought never crossed my mind before. Why would it? We had two beautiful children, and if we wanted more, we could easily have more of our own - without spending thousands of dollars. We talked about how possibly God had this in His plans for our future - very distant future I remember thinking. After all, here we were with no job, no ministry, no promise of income, trying to live off of Dave Ramsey's "Total Money Makeover", trying to pay down debt, committed to never accruing debt again. Adoption didn't fit into this. It didn't fit at all.


We didn't talk of it again that day. A few days later, I came across another blog talking about adoption, and then two more. I remember briefly bringing it up to Jim again. And then I just tried to shove it out of my mind. Soon after we started talking about adding to our family. We had planned on trying to conceive this past fall, and then this past winter, but we kept pushing it off. I finally admitted to Jim that I just did not have a peace about getting pregnant. He admitted to the same. I talked of my desire to have another baby, though. But we concluded it was more of a selfish desire, and it wasn't a child I wanted but rather one more experience with a newborn. We also came to the conclusion that perhaps God just wanted us to pour our everything into the two children we had been given.


I thought that was it. That was our decision. I prayed about it, but I could not get a peace. Something was missing from our family - somebody was missing. I never intended to stop at two children, but I knew almost certainly God was not leading us to another pregnancy. I begged God to show us His desire for our family. I really thought it was His desire to add to our family, but still I had no peace about becoming pregnant again. Then God brought to mind adoption and Ethiopia, and I was consumed with thoughts and prayers. I didn't know how it would fit in. I couldn't share my desires with anyone for fear of appearing crazy. How does adopting fit into Dave Ramsey's plan? Then it hit me. It doesn't. It fits into God's plan. God had just taken us through a huge trial financially. He showed us how He would and could provide for our financial needs during a very trying month in February when Jim received no paychecks. That was fresh in my mind. It was definitely not too much for God to provide the thousands of dollars for us to adopt. Yes, it was a risk. It was a risk that I was certain would and will look absolutely foolish to other people. But I knew and still know in my heart that it would be more of a risk NOT to take that risk. To disobey what God is asking us would be a risk I was not willing to take. I wasn't sure how Jim felt about all of this, though. In the past I have been manipulative with certain things that I have wanted for our life, and I knew that could not be the case this time. So I prayed, begging God to convict Jim, as I truly felt this was God's desire for us.


Jim brought home the movie The Blindside for us to watch. If you are not familiar with it, it is a movie about a white family adopting a black boy. I could hardly watch the movie, because I was so convicted. At the end of the movie I felt prompted to mention adoption to Jim again. He was quiet about it, but that night as he prayed before falling asleep he mentioned adoption. And from that moment on one step led to another, and Jim quickly came to the exact same conclusion - God is calling us to do this, to do this now. God is calling us to adopt from Ethiopia. Why? It is the country with the greatest need. I have questioned why we couldn't wait a few years and try to save up money in the mean time. But I think that it has to be now because our hearts are so freshly sensitive to His provision having just walked through it. In a few years, we may forget, we may not trust Him like we are willing to right now. Plus maybe God just wants to use our story for His glory. Actually I am certain of that.


We know this is what God wants. God has confirmed over and over that we are to step out in faith and that He will provide. We understand that people have concerns. We understand that this looks crazy. Sometimes living for God does look crazy, doesn't it?? However, we know that when we are called by God to do something we cannot ignore it. To do so would be wrong, and a far greater risk than taking this risk of adopting. We ask that, although you may have questions, you may not completely agree -- that you respect our decision. This will be a long process. A process in which we will need your love and support and encouragement. By adopting this child, we are furthering the kingdom of God (Lord willing!). How amazing is that? God has not called us to be missionaries in Ethiopia, but he has called us to bring Ethiopia into our home. He has already put a passion, a burden and a love in our hearts for the people of Ethiopia. The verse at the end of the video that you watched is the verse God used to really convict us of His desires for our family.

..once our eyes are opened, we can't pretend we don't know what to do. God who weighs our hearts and keeps our souls, knows that we know, and holds us responsible to act.......... Prov. 24:12

We are excited to see what the future holds. We are praising God as He is busy knitting a baby, not in my womb this time, but just as carefully into my heart.


How can you help?

Pray! We have several financial hurdles to cross right away. I am going to be very honest here, because I want to share how and when God is going to supply our needs - because He is going to! Our first payment is due as soon as we can get it in - almost $1500. We are a few hundred dollars short, but we are resting in the knowledge that God will provide. And as soon as He does I will share - so please pray!


We will have some fund raising opportunities available here on my blog shortly - involving coffee (from Ethiopia!) and t-shirts. As soon as they are up and running, I will let you know. We will also have a way for people to donate money if they feel led. This has been hard for me to think about. I do not like to ask for help, but God keeps showing me that His ways are higher, and like I said earlier this adoption is way bigger than just our family. God may want to use others to bless and care for our child, and we cannot stand in the way. Also - if it were Cadi or Scotty in Ethiopia, I would move heaven and earth to get them home. So why would this be different? It's not! Thank you dear friends for your prayers.


I am sure there are a lot of questions, and I would love to answer them in another post. Feel free to ask.



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